hopeless restlessness

The pearls of hope I've dropped on the ground!
The pearls I'd held in my hands with care...
They bounce trying to regain their seat,
Yet I fail them blinded by their frenzied pace.
Some I behold rolling on the mirror-like floor,
Some I know are lost in places unknown.
My scattered hope! My lost hope!
See how they 'rest in peace'
leaving me in ghostly restlessness...